regretness

what the hell is going on with my life?? why everything seems so wrong?? no one believe in my words,my behaviour.. even i made her feel so bad.. please GOD made my day better

about love

im pretty sure that im not a sophiscated writer or a love expert and yet what i write about is something provable and probable for other guys out there too.. so, all of my mind about love is simple.. yeah love itself is simple.. when two lovers have a crush on each other, then both of them can confess and feel each other irresistable feeling to desire each other and sink into their feeling... BAM it's love i guess.. i believe that im happily in love at this very moment.. and im really into her now and just let myself sink into the "sea of love".. that sinking make me a little fanatic about her and a little over-cherish her or smth else you can mention that kind of feeling.. in every moment before sleeping , every moment after waking up, even in some dream, its always her showing up.. i dont know if she feel the same way too and i dont concern about that much.. all that come to my mind are "i love you" and "you love me".. that both 3 words really put me in a maximum level of a love-state.. yepp.. i really love u sayangg if u read thiss.. :)

PS : Cepat bangun..

boring holidays..

well.. it has been a long time since this was last being updated.. hehe.. rather than giving story about nothing to find about, i would spread my mind about this boring and not-so-enjoyable holiday.. hmm, on jun 7 (Indo's time) i went to Soekarno Hatta airport to depart for taiwan transferring to san fransisco.. well it was quite exciting on the way to the airport being accompanied by my lovely lover.. perhaps it was the best moment on that day as neither flights was interesting and convenient.. and yet waiting in Taipei for transfer was not quite bad.. i could spend my boring time messaging my girlfriend which unawaredly expensive.. then the miserable flight continued as announcement for my flight came.. then here i came in SanFransisco international airport.. as i expected the most industrious country in the world had some awesome night-view even from the highway which was worthed after the flights.. haha.. and so on and on.. for these 2 weeks after going around California such as LosAngeles, San Diego, Reno, and last-but-not-least Yosemite National Park, none of all comforted me except during the night and day when i could have a little but meaningful conversation with my gf on msn.. nonetheless i also went to the casino world in Las Vegas which was gamble-y indeed.. oh my mobilephone fee was big enough to get scolded by my both parents who forbid me to use the phone any further.. so it was so miserable in the paid-for-internet hotels in vegas which impossibly i use.. then here i came back in Berkeley apart from SanFransisco which i thought was part of SF.. huahhh i expected this miserable holiday trip ended quick and came back to jakarta immediately..huah