any good?

people say that love is an ecstasy.. could u figure out how i feel when "the ecstasy" itself is avoiding me.. i never meant to avoid "the ecstasy".. even if i am drugged, i dont need any rehabilitation afterall cause the one that make me ecstastic is u.. i just want u to know that life without me is unbearable.. im just trying to prove that "u have plenty of people that could make u happier then u're with me" is a wrong statement.. soon u will get what i mean and i really hope u could be my ecstasy for someday and ever and ever.. and when u figure it out, just don't do any act that forced me to do this again.. cause it's really really really really hard to kill my needy feeling to have some contact and chat with u.. it really gives me hell.. :(